August 28, 2008
Long ago i was happy. i had 2 many friends butthey die i think cuz they dont say nuttin dont message me dont insult me,dont nuttin¡¡¡
U SARAH¡¡ U¡¡ leave me alone and i will never forget this u broke our promise u broke it¡¡ *tears*
now my heart is dying everyday cuz im all alone and no1 cares.....
NOW I NOW LOVE DOESN'T EXIST¡¡¡
DEPRESSED CONFUSED...
IT HURTS¡¡¡
U TOOK MY HEART AND SMASHED IT INTO PIECES¡¡
U DID IT..
UHAHAHA¡¡
;(

Posted on 08/28/2008 2:20 PM Comments (0)
December 31, 2007
wHEN LIFE IS TRY TO KILL U YOU CAN DO NUTTIN WITH THIS SHIITY THING
yeah...after months i was trying to prepare to be ok again on Buzznet cuz i was trying to commit suicide cuz my band is broken and now i now what the fuck?
yeah...im alive..i was in the hospital and died for 3 minutes and i can see the lights inside my head and this is the year ..yeah...2008 is the paulomartk's year...cuz im EmO AND I DONT CARE WHTA THE FUCK IS THINKING ALL IDIOTS 'BOUT ME
sometimes im betrayal but im ok now again...and yeah i love u EmObAbE (sArAH) i love u xoxoxoxoxoxo much and i dont care if u r hating me cuz
I LOVE U
HEY FRIENDS TALK TO ME AGAIN....
I WILL BE THE GREAT pAuLomArK .....
Posted on 12/31/2007 3:14 PM Comments (0)
October 17, 2007

She blew me her Death-Kiss and the Mouth-Marks Bled down my eye, Like her dying on my windshield I Can already feel Her worms Eating my spine So how can It be this Lonely? Is this all we get for our Lives? Is Love only sweeter when one of Dies?
Then I knew that our Love was Just a Car Crash Away I knew that our Love was just a Car Crash Away I knew that our Love was just a Car Crash Away I knew that our Love was just a Car Crash Away
Love is a Fire Burns down all that it sees Burns down everything Everything you Think will burn Everything you Say
I knew that our Love was Just a Car Crash Away Knew that our Love was Just a Car Crash Away Just a Car Crash Away
[I knew that our Love was Just a Car Crash Away]
I knew that our Love was Just a Car Crash Away
Love is a Fire Burns down all that it sees Burns down everything Everything you Think will burn Everything you Say
Posted on 10/17/2007 7:27 AM Comments (1)
I missed you when the pain in my chest started to grow
I missed you when my throat tightened up
I missed you when I started to cry
I missed you when my heart started to break

I missed you when I lyed awake
I missed you when you were gone all along
I want you to hold me close & say it will all be ok
I love you....so much
Posted on 10/17/2007 7:10 AM Comments (0)
July 20, 2007
supporting 'emo'
Read this and understand the pain others go through...
Please Read
So sad what other people think and say about us... why do they do this to us?
so true
HATE EMO??? READ THIS!!
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a tshirt that barely covers anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing
It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks & goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart?
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS???
Keep on laughing
Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends? or her family? or her LIFE?
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON NON-UNIFORM DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES!
IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT!
IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET!
IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS!
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE!
IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS!
Keep on laughing
If you agree put this on your journal
And advise others to do so
(I Did not write this, I support everything it says, if you do too then post this)
Posted on 07/20/2007 2:12 PM Comments (0)
June 13, 2007
 
 What a dumb¡
Okey¡¡¡
Korn has set a July 31 release date for its new self-titled Virgin album. The 12-track set will be Korn's first without longtime drummer David Silveria, who is on hiatus from the band, and its second without founding guitarist Brian "Head" Welch, who left in 2005 for religious reasons. "Korn" sees Korn crafting perhaps its most musically serious work since 2002's "Untouchables."
The set opens with the seemingly straightforward rocker "Starting Over," but more than halfway through, the guitars drop and give way to a dreamy, psychedelic bridge, only to have the verses resurrected by gospel-inspired keys. Indeed, unofficial band member and keyboardist Zac Baird spent more time recording with Korn than ever, and it shows, as he gives the almost ballad-like "Kiss" some "Strawberry Fields"-inspired tones.
Elsewhere, cuts such as "Do What They Say" and "Trained Response" sport almost dance-y, industrial grooves, while the guitars on the adventurous "Ever Be" take on almost orchestral proportions.
According to frontman Jonathan Davis, "Ever Be" and "Love & Luxury" both address Welch's departure. The former Korn member will preempt the release of Korn's album with a tell-all book, "Save Me From Myself: How I Found God, Quit Korn, Kicked Drugs and Lived to Tell My Story," on July 7.
"I had to vent," Davis tells Billboard.com. "It really irritated me that he's putting out this book and profiting off of talking sh*t about us -- the guys who gave him everything in his life and put him where he's at. If you don't want to be in the band, fine, but don't go out bad mouthing us."
Not all of the album takes on such targeted anger. First single "Evolution," for example, finds Korn adopting a peace-loving persona -- almost. "It's about how us as human beings haven't evolved in the thousands of years we've been around," Davis says. "We're no different than monkeys. We're territorial and we fight, and we're destroying our planet. Why haven't we evolved? True human beings wouldn't be destroying each other and blowing [stuff] up. They'd be compassionate and they'd love one another and there'd be no violence."
The new album is the follow-up to 2005's "See You On the Other Side," which has sold 1.2 million copies in the United States, according to Nielsen SoundScan.
"We always wanted the atmospheres, and to really go deep," guitarist James "Munky' Shaffer says. "It wasn't until this record that we really felt comfortable to do that. As records progress, the urge to do that becomes greater. We feel like we've finally solidified ourselves in the rock world, and wanted to take this one a little deeper into that direction. It's less pop, and it's more experimental."
"Korn" is also the final album Korn owes to Virgin, who it signed with in 2005 for $23 million upfront, according to Davis. In what amounted to a revenue-sharing deal, EMI acquired a 30% stake in Korn's overall business through 2010. "We're going to go out and tour this thing and we're hoping Virgin is going to want to do another deal with us," Davis says. "We have a good working relationship."
For more about the album and Korn's unique label deal, see this week's issue of Billboard, on newsstands today (June 1).
Posted on 06/13/2007 2:58 PM Comments (0)
April 12, 2007

Linkin Park new album and an inside look
For those of you like me, who are trying to be patient while waiting for Linkin Park’s new album, here’s more to tease you. Their upcoming album “Minutes to Midnight” will be released May 15th and will be co-produced by their rapper Mike Shinoda and 2007 Grammy Producer of The Year Rick Rubin (U2, Red Hot Chili Peppers and Run DMC).RIYou can check out their process in making the album at www.linkinpark.com soon which will feature webisodes. The album took over 14 months and more than 100 song demos. Their first single, “What I’ve Done,” will be released on radio April 2nd.
“We wrote in new ways, and used instruments and equipment we hadn’t experimented with before, from vintage guitars and amps to mellotron to Rick’s original 808 drum machine he used on the Beastie Boys first record,” said Shinoda in a press release.
They are planning a summer tour.
Hey¡ U can listen "What I've Done" on paulomark's playlist "........
Posted on 04/12/2007 10:01 AM Comments (1)
March 13, 2007
 
By Paulo Korn
Either you have heard of this band - or you will soon. They’re touring relentlessly across North America in support of their second album, A Beautiful Lie. Within the past few months, they’ve played in Big D three times, most recently, headlining for the first time at the Lakewood Theater - which was completely sold-out.
So, what’s all the fuss about? Well, for starters, they’re not a run-of-the-mill, pop-punk band singing about broken hearts and high-school crushes. Their music has a lucid dream-like quality with lyrics that catalyze introspection that would make Socrates proud (well maybe). Nonetheless, with so many two-percent bands flooding the market, 30STM is floating to the top.
In the middle of their tour, we had a chance to catch up with bassist, Matt Watcher, just before their show in Norfolk, VA. Matt provided insight to the band, the fans, the music and how the singer’s “day job” really does not matter.
With this headlining tour, they finally get to put on a show their way. ”The past five years we have kind of turned into this a professional opening band, and this is our first opportunity to present 30 Seconds to Mars the way we’ve always wanted to. We actually get to kind of pull out little production ideas we have been coming up with for the past few years… things we’ve always wanted to do, but we never could [due to] time restrictions, budget restrictions, red-tape bullshit. We actually get to do a longer set and a little bit of production, definitely not as much as we want to do, but I feel like its going to constantly grow and grow.” The band announced that afterward, they’d sign autographs at their merchandise booth for everyone who wanted one. Hundreds of fans instantly lined up.
Do they do this at every show? “Every single show… yep-uh huh. Ever since I’ve been in the band… I’ve been in the band for five years now, and every single show we are always signing autographs right after we play, probably like ten minutes after we come off stage. And then after that, we are outside taking pictures with fans.”
Many bands would not even attempt this, but this is a band that definitely has a solid connection with their fans.
On a different note, you might remember lead singer/guitarist and actor, Jared Leto, from as far back as TV’s My So-Called Life - or more recently in movies such as Requiem For A Dream and Alexander. However, this is not a band with a famous-yet-shoddy lead singer playing with a bunch of hired guns. Indeed, these guys have an extreme passion for what they do, and they do a damn good job at it. Then again, one could easily make the assumption that 30STM is one of those bands. Those other non-hired guns are Shannon Jeto (drummer and, yes, Jared’s brother) and Tomo Milicevic (guitar).
Is there a problem dealing with Jared’s fame? “You know, it’s not as much as a challenge as most people think. We let the music speak for itself. And ultimately, that is what this is about. It’s not about what are the members’ other jobs. He happens to be an actor and a musician, and he does both really well.” Getting back to the music, I asked Matt if the deep thoughts poured into their music (which compels the listener to think), is a trademark they plan to stick with.
“You know, I don’t think that we like to limit ourselves in any way, but, I mean, I think it’s a pretty safe bet you’ll find that consistency. We want to make music that inspires people to think, to create, just to feel, to invoke something in them. And, that’s the kind of music that I listen to.”
Posted on 03/13/2007 8:21 AM Comments (1)
February 7, 2007
yesterday.....¡.....i realized....all.boys...and.girls........have...problems....
Jhon..told..me.....before ......die......
There're some many people dying....you complain..about...your situation......¿what...about..me..?...half.....the...world.......wouldn't..know
There are so many people dying...You complain about your situation ....What about me?......Half the world ......wouldn't know what it's like to lose your seed ........Maybe you can understand how it feels I cannot reach that soul ............... You're probably watching over us .....Know that I think of you its killing me ........ The guilt has lasted, you still cry......It was all planned out ......why was I last to know Don't you trust in me..........The table's cold, it's too late ..........To make up for these mistakes..... Maybe you can't understand how it feels .......... I cannot reach that soul .......You're probably watching over us.......Know that I think of you ........It's killing me .......If I would have known ......I can't say what I would have done.....If you could forgive ................................. I'd like to rest with you someday...........
Im.....alone....right....now.¡
so....live.......all...your.....life.....now.......
ok.............
sh.sh.....sh.....forever.......
PEACE..AND.LOVE..GUYS.........¡
Posted on 02/07/2007 3:36 PM Comments (0)
January 31, 2007
It's all very well to have robust systems in place supporting service delivery, OSS/BSS and your networks. But in today's market, you can't afford knowledge to be locked in isolated systems. To meet your customers' demands for enhanced voice & multimedia services you need information to flow freely to where it’s needed across a converged end-to-end infrastructure. 12h-15th February 2007
Posted on 01/31/2007 3:55 PM Comments (0)
January 29, 2007
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE frontman GERARD WAY has branded KASABIAN "ignorant", after the British band recently slammed his records as "ventriloquists' music". The WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE singer insists he was amused by Kasabian star TOM MEIGHAN's comments. Meighan said, "It's like ventriloquists' music. It's weird and dark. They don't have anything positive to say. The only good news is that it won't last. These clowns won't be around for much longer. "Their make-up will flake off and the scene will die out. And it can't happen soon enough." But Way hits back, "It was obviously meant as a slam, but it was so poorly worded that it ended up sounding like a compliment!. 'Weird and dark'... that just makes them kind of ignorant. "This band has never had a bulls**t war ever. I haven't found an opponent worthy enough yet. "If you're gonna take me on, you'd better have the balls for it! If you're gonna talk s**t about us, you'd better have the juice. And we haven't found anybody with the juice yet."

Posted on 01/29/2007 2:22 PM Comments (2)
January 27, 2007
My Chemical Romance have hit back at Kasabian over comments the Leicester band made about them last year.
Shortly after Gerrard Way and co. hit the number one slot with 'Welcome To The Black Parade' last autumn, Tom Meighan launched a rant against the emo favourites.
He said at the time: "It's like ventriloquist's music. It's weird and dark. They don't have anything positive to say.
"The only good news is that it won't last. These clowns won't be around for much longer. Their make-up will flake off and the scene will die out. And it can't happen soon enough."
Now, reacting to the tirade, Gerrard Way told the NME: "It was obviously meant as a slam, but it was so poorly worded that it ended up sounding like a compliment!"
"'Weird and dark'... that just makes them kinda ignorant. This band has never had a bullshit war ever. I haven't found an opponent worthy enough yet.
"If you're gonna take me on, you'd better have the balls for it! If you're gonna talk shit about us, you'd better have the juice. And we haven't found anybody with the juice yet."

Posted on 01/27/2007 11:05 AM Comments (0)
In regards to the situation with Hot Topic, there was an issue with them and our record distributor. HT unfortunately will not be carrying our record on release day. We are very upset about this. Hot Topic has been our partner since "Take This to Your Grave". We support our friends at HT and their decision to not stock the record for the time being even though this is a very disappointing situation for us and our fans who shop at Hot Topic. However, they will still be the exclusive carrier for a whole new line of approved Fall Out Boy t-shirts and merchandise. In the mean time we hope the situation between HT and our record distributor gets resolved soon. It is out of our hands but we are doing everything in our power to rectify the situation. - Pete
Posted on 01/27/2007 10:50 AM Comments (0)
January 18, 2007
Midnight Panic is going into a recording studio to finish up the rest of the record in 5 to 6 weeks. I am talking with the owner of the studio, and he thinks that we should be in there 6 weeks at the latest. the studio is in Venice Beach, California, so I can't wait to get some really trippy vibes while I am down there. I have 3 new songs that don't have lyrics so we'll see what kind of vibe the beach gives me! We plan on doing 5 new tracks. I am going to post the names to the songs in a couple of day's along with the lyrics. I can't wait this shit is going to be fuckin dope! are manager thinks these songs are going to be the ones that get us the good contract so that we can play them for everyone around the world! Stay tuned MP fans. Here we come.....again........
Posted on 01/18/2007 3:11 PM Comments (0)
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