Paulomark's Journals

SADNESSÂ¡Â¡

Long ago i was happy. i had 2 many friends butthey die i think cuz they dont say nuttin dont message me dont insult me,dont nuttinÂ¡Â¡Â¡

U SARAHÂ¡Â¡ UÂ¡Â¡ leave me alone and i will never forget this u broke our promise u broke itÂ¡Â¡ *tears*

now my heart is dying everyday cuz im all alone and no1 cares.....

NOW I NOW LOVE DOESN'T EXISTÂ¡Â¡Â¡

DEPRESSED CONFUSED...

IT HURTSÂ¡Â¡Â¡

U TOOK MY HEART AND SMASHED IT INTO PIECESÂ¡Â¡

U DID IT..

UHAHAHAÂ¡Â¡

;(

hey ..im BaCk and im gonna **/*/***-

wHEN LIFE IS TRY TO KILL U YOU CAN DO NUTTIN WITH THIS SHIITY THING

yeah...after months i was trying to prepare to be ok again on Buzznet cuz i was trying to commit suicide cuz my band is broken and now i now what the fuck?

yeah...im alive..i was in the hospital and died for 3 minutes and i can see the lights inside my head and this is the year ..yeah...2008 is the paulomartk's year...cuz im EmO AND I DONT CARE WHTA THE FUCK IS THINKING ALL IDIOTS 'BOUT ME

sometimes im betrayal but im ok now again...and yeah i love u EmObAbE (sArAH) i love u xoxoxoxoxoxo much and i dont care if u r hating me cuz

I LOVE U

HEY FRIENDS TALK TO ME AGAIN....

I WILL BE THE GREAT pAuLomArK .....

Love is a Fire....

She blew me her Death-Kiss
and the Mouth-Marks
Bled down my eye,
Like her dying
on my windshield
I Can already feel
Her worms Eating my spine
So how can It be this Lonely?
Is this all we get for our Lives?
Is Love only sweeter when one of Dies?

Then I knew that our Love was
Just a Car Crash Away
I knew that our Love was just a Car Crash Away
I knew that our Love was just a Car Crash Away
I knew that our Love was just a Car Crash Away

Love is a Fire
Burns down all that it sees
Burns down everything
Everything you Think will burn
Everything you Say

I knew that our Love was
Just a Car Crash Away
Knew that our Love was
Just a Car Crash Away
Just a Car Crash Away

[I knew that our Love was
Just a Car Crash Away]

I knew that our Love was
Just a Car Crash Away

Love is a Fire
Burns down all that it sees
Burns down everything
Everything you Think will burn
Everything you Say

I WILL DIE IN 7 DAYS SO.......(IT HURTS WHEN...)

I missed you when the pain in my chest started to grow

I missed you when my throat tightened up

I missed you when I started to cry

I missed you when my heart started to break

I missed you when I lyed awake

I missed you when you were gone all along

I want you to hold me close & say it will all be ok

I love you....so much

Supporting EmoÂ¡Â¡Â¡

supporting 'emo'

Read this and understand the pain others go through...

read this and understand the pain others go through..

Please Read

So sad what other people think and say about us... why do they do this to us?

so true

HATE EMO??? READ THIS!!

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a tshirt that barely covers anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing

It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks & goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart?

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS???

Keep on laughing

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends?
or her family?
or her LIFE?

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON NON-UNIFORM DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES!

IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT!

IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET!

IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS!

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE!

IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS!

Keep on laughing

If you agree put this on your journal

And advise others to do so

(I Did not write this, I support everything it says, if you do too then post this)

Korn's coming again to kick Brian's(Head) ass

~~What a dumbÂ¡~~

OkeyÂ¡Â¡Â¡

Korn has set a July 31 release date for its new self-titled Virgin album. The 12-track set will be Korn's first without longtime drummer David Silveria, who is on hiatus from the band, and its second without founding guitarist Brian "Head" Welch, who left in 2005 for religious reasons. "Korn" sees Korn crafting perhaps its most musically serious work since 2002's "Untouchables."

The set opens with the seemingly straightforward rocker "Starting Over," but more than halfway through, the guitars drop and give way to a dreamy, psychedelic bridge, only to have the verses resurrected by gospel-inspired keys. Indeed, unofficial band member and keyboardist Zac Baird spent more time recording with Korn than ever, and it shows, as he gives the almost ballad-like "Kiss" some "Strawberry Fields"-inspired tones.

Elsewhere, cuts such as "Do What They Say" and "Trained Response" sport almost dance-y, industrial grooves, while the guitars on the adventurous "Ever Be" take on almost orchestral proportions.

According to frontman Jonathan Davis, "Ever Be" and "Love & Luxury" both address Welch's departure. The former Korn member will preempt the release of Korn's album with a tell-all book, "Save Me From Myself: How I Found God, Quit Korn, Kicked Drugs and Lived to Tell My Story," on July 7.

"I had to vent," Davis tells Billboard.com. "It really irritated me that he's putting out this book and profiting off of talking sh*t about us -- the guys who gave him everything in his life and put him where he's at. If you don't want to be in the band, fine, but don't go out bad mouthing us."

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Not all of the album takes on such targeted anger. First single "Evolution," for example, finds Korn adopting a peace-loving persona -- almost. "It's about how us as human beings haven't evolved in the thousands of years we've been around," Davis says. "We're no different than monkeys. We're territorial and we fight, and we're destroying our planet. Why haven't we evolved? True human beings wouldn't be destroying each other and blowing [stuff] up. They'd be compassionate and they'd love one another and there'd be no violence."

The new album is the follow-up to 2005's "See You On the Other Side," which has sold 1.2 million copies in the United States, according to Nielsen SoundScan.

"We always wanted the atmospheres, and to really go deep," guitarist James "Munky' Shaffer says. "It wasn't until this record that we really felt comfortable to do that. As records progress, the urge to do that becomes greater. We feel like we've finally solidified ourselves in the rock world, and wanted to take this one a little deeper into that direction. It's less pop, and it's more experimental."

"Korn" is also the final album Korn owes to Virgin, who it signed with in 2005 for $23 million upfront, according to Davis. In what amounted to a revenue-sharing deal, EMI acquired a 30% stake in Korn's overall business through 2010. "We're going to go out and tour this thing and we're hoping Virgin is going to want to do another deal with us," Davis says. "We have a good working relationship."

For more about the album and Korn's unique label deal, see this week's issue of Billboard, on newsstands today (June 1).

Linkin Park new album and an inside look

For those of you like me, who are trying to be patient while waiting for Linkin Parkâ�™s new album, hereâ�™s more to tease you. Their upcoming album â�œMinutes to Midnightâ� will be released May 15th and will be co-produced by their rapper Mike Shinoda and 2007 Grammy Producer of The Year Rick Rubin (U2, Red Hot Chili Peppers and Run DMC).RIYou can check out their process in making the album at www.linkinpark.com soon which will feature webisodes. The album took over 14 months and more than 100 song demos. Their first single, â�œWhat Iâ�™ve Done,â� will be released on radio April 2nd.

~~â�œWe wrote in new ways, and used instruments and equipment we hadnâ�™t experimented with before, from vintage guitars and amps to mellotron to Rickâ�™s original~~ ~~808 drum machine~~ ~~he used on the Beastie Boys first record,â� said Shinoda in a press release.~~

They are planning a summer tour.

~~HeyÂ¡ U can listen "What I've Done" on paulomark's playlist "........~~

MAKIN MUSIC TO INSPIRE

By Paulo Korn

Either you have heard of this band - or you will soon. Theyâ�™re touring relentlessly across North America in support of their second album, A Beautiful Lie. Within the past few months, theyâ�™ve played in Big D three times, most recently, headlining for the first time at the Lakewood Theater - which was completely sold-out.

So, whatâ�™s all the fuss about? Well, for starters, theyâ�™re not a run-of-the-mill, pop-punk band singing about broken hearts and high-school crushes. Their music has a lucid dream-like quality with lyrics that catalyze introspection that would make Socrates proud (well maybe). Nonetheless, with so many two-percent bands flooding the market, 30STM is floating to the top.

In the middle of their tour, we had a chance to catch up with bassist, Matt Watcher, just before their show in Norfolk, VA. Matt provided insight to the band, the fans, the music and how the singerâ�™s â�œday jobâ� really does not matter.

With this headlining tour, they finally get to put on a show their way. â�The past five years we have kind of turned into this a professional opening band, and this is our first opportunity to present 30 Seconds to Mars the way weâ�™ve always wanted to. We actually get to kind of pull out little production ideas we have been coming up with for the past few yearsâ�¦ things weâ�™ve always wanted to do, but we never could [due to] time restrictions, budget restrictions, red-tape bullshit. We actually get to do a longer set and a little bit of production, definitely not as much as we want to do, but I feel like its going to constantly grow and grow.â�
The band announced that afterward, theyâ�™d sign autographs at their merchandise booth for everyone who wanted one. Hundreds of fans instantly lined up.

Do they do this at every show?
â�œEvery single showâ�¦ yep-uh huh. Ever since Iâ�™ve been in the bandâ�¦ Iâ�™ve been in the band for five years now, and every single show we are always signing autographs right after we play, probably like ten minutes after we come off stage. And then after that, we are outside taking pictures with fans.â�

Many bands would not even attempt this, but this is a band that definitely has a solid connection with their fans.

On a different note, you might remember lead singer/guitarist and actor, Jared Leto, from as far back as TVâ�™s My So-Called Life - or more recently in movies such as Requiem For A Dream and Alexander. However, this is not a band with a famous-yet-shoddy lead singer playing with a bunch of hired guns. Indeed, these guys have an extreme passion for what they do, and they do a damn good job at it. Then again, one could easily make the assumption that 30STM is one of those bands. Those other non-hired guns are Shannon Jeto (drummer and, yes, Jaredâ�™s brother) and Tomo Milicevic (guitar).

Is there a problem dealing with Jaredâ�™s fame?
â�œYou know, itâ�™s not as much as a challenge as most people think. We let the music speak for itself. And ultimately, that is what this is about. Itâ�™s not about what are the membersâ�™ other jobs. He happens to be an actor and a musician, and he does both really well.â�
Getting back to the music, I asked Matt if the deep thoughts poured into their music (which compels the listener to think), is a trademark they plan to stick with.

â�œYou know, I donâ�™t think that we like to limit ourselves in any way, but, I mean, I think itâ�™s a pretty safe bet youâ�™ll find that consistency. We want to make music that inspires people to think, to create, just to feel, to invoke something in them. And, thatâ�™s the kind of music that I listen to.â�

WHEN YOUR FRIENDS MAKE......U....THINK......TOO.MUCH....OH.MY.GOD.....

yesterday.....Â¡.....i realized....all.boys...and.girls........have...problems....

Jhon..told..me.....before ......die......

There're some many people dying....you complain..about...your situation......Â¿what...about..me..?...half.....the...world.......wouldn't..know

There are so many people dying...You complain about your situation ....What about me?......Half the world ......wouldn't know what it's like to lose your seed ........Maybe you can understand how it feels
I cannot reach that soul ...............
You're probably watching over us .....Know that I think of you its killing me ........
The guilt has lasted, you still cry......It was all planned out ......why was I last to know
Don't you trust in me..........The table's cold, it's too late ..........To make up for these mistakes.....
Maybe you can't understand how it feels ..........
I cannot reach that soul .......You're probably watching over us.......Know that I think of you ........It's killing me .......If I would have known ......I can't say what I would have done.....If you could forgive .................................
I'd like to rest with you someday...........

Im.....alone....right....now.Â¡

so....live.......all...your.....life.....now.......

ok.............

sh.sh.....sh.....forever.......

PEACE..AND.LOVE..GUYS.........Â¡

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